"If you want me,
You need to show me.
If I push you away,
please just push back,
and declare me as your own.
Because I’ve spent my whole life being unwanted,
And I need to be shown that I’m wanted.
So show me I don’t need to be.
And I will be yours."
"Jealousy causes stress and worry. It eats away at your insides. Strips away any shred of confidence you have left. Makes you think the most idiotic things. But this is something out of your control. It’s not that you don’t trust the person you’re with. It is just that when you love someone so intensely it causes you to worry. The mere thought of them no longer being in your life causes your heart to come to a screeching halt. You start to lose your breath. It feels as if the walls are crumbling in on you and you feel a wave of panic. Having to deal with all that pain and sadness is just too much to bear. With low self esteem you can’t help but compare yourself to others. Constantly going back and forth in your mind, putting yourself down. All because you’d do anything to make yourself perfect enough for the one you love. You can’t handle having to ever picture your life without your best friend by your side. Jealousy isn’t caused by lack of trust. Jealousy is caused by past unfortunate events and the fear that history might repeat itself once more."
"Love is looking into his eyes and forgetting about the world around you. It’s feeling his kiss hours after he’s gone. Its remembering how he smells like and loving his scent more than anyone else’s. It’s seeing perfection when he’s standing beside you, and realizing that every moment he’s not with you is just too long."